embarrassing

THIS IS THE STUPID DAY THAT I'VE EVER HAD!!! :* @CACAAHY @REINAAU

3 hours ago, there is an event at my school. that's called LDKS INTERN. where every candidate of the newest OSIS doing the last stage. in the middle of the event, i'm feelling so bored. so, i decided that I, caca, and reina wanna go out for having lunch. we have joke together there. I thought that it wouldn't happen anything with us. 'cause I think they won't search us.

until i go back to school, i saw that everybody get their lunch. and i've got some feelling that something will be happen to us if buwik watch us. so, we decided that we playing w/ devina while they're have lunch. without supposition, it appears that buwik reprimand us._. becauseee we have go out without permission. and without supposition, she reprimand us in front of out JUNIORS!!!! OH MAD X____X. how do you feel if you're in my position-_____- very very very embarrassing. so much. i think i just want to CHANGE MY FACE INTO DIFFERENT FACE-____-

but, that's all is already happened to us. so what can we do after this accident? NO-THING-__-
we just can keep our embarrassing face from all of our juniors. uooh yeeah buwik is so ... hm i can't to tell you..

CONFUSION

i know, that's the most popular topic in teenagers. i know how it feels. and i know that it's so disturb our mind, brain, heart, and also mood. but, we  also can avoid that. yeah, nothing impossible in this world. it depends on us. how can we avoid it. so, i think, we just have to avoid from that guy we like. the example is like we haven't stalk his twitter again. it can make us can forget him, probably? but i think, when we always stalk them, and when he has found a new girl, yaaa you know that how's our heart. yeah i know that i can understand and i can feel it too. and actually, that's feel so hurt. even we still expect to him, in the fact is not and will always not come true. okay, the conclusion is we have to againts our self for change our mine. so, we can move on. yeah, that's the teenagers problem. almost all of teenagers.

but actually, i'm just a teenagers. that just want to be different w/ the others. and always try to be different. but it always fail. oooh, how's your feelling? but it isn't important 'cause it's just a small problem, perhaps?

sometimes i'm always feelling so regret cause i'm a teenagers. that always labile. and until now, i'm still can't control it. maybe, if i'm already be a mom, perhaps?haha... yaa it's up to you..

never thought it before

when i twitter-ing, in my mind always said that can't understood how my juniors and my firends thinking about. the logical is, how can they feel so down? feel so desperate? and feel so confusion? i don't know anything about their world. i've just knew that no boys that want to make me like them. even i ever had boyfirend, but i feel so not comfortable. cause, my bf isn't good for me and match w/ my personality. but i think, looked so confusion in front of the boys is very bad (i think). 'cause, they think that they're the winners. they thought that they can made the girls feel so confusion because of them. i don't know why, and when i get this opinion. actually, from elementary i just unlike w/ some boys that regard that he's the perfect boy in this WORLD. in the fact, he has so many shortage. but, the girls don't know about that. even they know that, they would just regard that it's natural and doesn't care with the shortage w/ that boy.

i don't know, until when they will always looks like this. sometimes, when i think that twitter-ing is the best thing that being my moodbooster, now has been changed being moodbreaker cause my following is tweet-ing anything that didn't important. if not about their boy, its about someone. and if there aren't both, it could be about their self and looks like show off their life. and i hate it.  but i can't do anything. even i would unfollow them, they will regard that i'm very bad. it's so difficult to understand them. but, there is just a way to avoid it is, NO TWITTER-ING. but, what's the function of twitter if i amn't twitter-ing? ahhh it's so complex you know..

MISS YOU REMA :""

"WE WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU REMA :"( "
Do you know what happen with him? He leave us :" He moved to Mojokerto for better life. I'm so sorry to hesr that rema. I know what do you feel. Many things we do together, from Jurnalis deteksi, swim together, kts, played at break time in the school, the last SPEGACUP2 :""""

SO MUCH MISS YOU REMA :"""'

saking sayangnya, aku sampe rela masang foto mengo ku rem :"

KTS ( Kegiatan Tengah Semester )

You know that I'm just a student who busy with their homeworks and exams hehe. And this is some of that all. KTS !!!

from the left
me,caca,gege,lia,citra,oliv.
and in the center is reina hehe

Nice pose right?! hehe

Very exited!!!!

Cantik Instant!!!

yuhuuu abis nyobain ramuannya GADIS nih. Ternyata manjur juga hehe

nih yang dibutuhin :

1.  1 butir telur (putih aja)
2.  1 Sdm madu
3.  3 Sdm susu bubuk vanilla
4. 1 kapsul vitamin E (minyaknya aja, gunting trs tuangin)

Caranya :

• siapin mangkuk
• tuang semua bahan
• aduk rata
• oles ke wajah yang sudah dibersihkan sebelumnya
• tunggu selama 15 menit
• bilas sampai bersih ~

taraaaaa nih aku kasih contohnya, aku pake natur-e :D

Video Kakak akuuuu (bantu buka ya ;))

bantu buka yaa ;) komen sama like juga :*
tengkiu all

Butiran Debu - Rumor

namaku cinta ketika kita bersama
berbagi rasa untuk selamanya
namaku cinta ketika kita bersama
berbagi rasa sepanjang usia

hingga tiba saatnya aku pun melihatcintaku yang khianat, cintaku berkhianat

aku terjatuh dan tak bisa bangkit lagi
aku tenggelam dalam lautan luka dalam
aku tersesat dan tak tahu arah jalan pulang
aku tanpamu butiran debu

namaku cinta ketika kita bersama
berbagi rasa untuk selamanya
namaku cinta ketika kita bersama
berbagi rasa sepanjang usia

hingga tiba saatnya aku pun melihat
cintaku yang khianat, cintaku berkhianat ooh
menepi menepilah menjauh
semua yang terjadi di antara kita ooh

aku terjatuh dan tak bisa bangkit lagi
aku tenggelam dalam lautan luka dalam
aku tersesat dan tak tahu arah jalan pulang
aku tanpamu butiran debu

(aku terjatuh dan tak bisa bangkit lagi
aku tenggelam dalam lautan) dalam luka dalam
aku tersesat dan tak tahu arah jalan pulang
aku tanpamu butiran debu, aku tanpamu butiran debuaku tanpamu butiran debu, aku tanpamu butiran debu

sumpah dalem banget ya ;__; apalagi yang nyanyi tuh miris bgt kayaknya hehe :D

My Inspiration

Inspiration by me

picture by Mettyyy

Ini lah hal yang aku lakuin disaat boring abis dan males tingkat dewa hihi
jangan ditiru yaa

new SHOES u,u

in the picture

aslinya <33

aku beli ini di internet <3 dan alhamdulillah tidak jauh beda dan tidak merugikan :D

Hari ke-3 SPEGACUP2

yeah! ini lah hari yang paling melelahkan *eh perasaan melelahkan semua?! =))
lupakan, yuuk cekidot! ;)

yuk di anu bolanya (?)

hiyaaa smp16 gak mau kalah nih

yaah kena net 

ini nih pembina OSIS kece kita

yuk minum biar kuat :D

horeeeee !! :D

yuk dapuda pemanasan :D

hayoo nyusun strategi yaah

ayo spensa semangat!! :D

spensa serven nih

ciyeeeh so switt bgt sih bu Riniii

waduh sapa nih :ooooo

nih SPEGA VS DHARMAWANITA

eaaa icon spega beraksi niiih 

duh ketua panitia kok heboh deweee =))

seger bgt mas minumnya :|

kecapekan yaa mbak :D

alviiin keliataan x_x *wk=))

Second days SPEGACUP2

yeah ini dia hari kedua. benar-benar rasanya ingin segera berakhir ~
tapi kenangan terindah buat aku :""

persiapa di pagi hari
uuuuh so sweet <333

ah pada eksyen semua nih panitia nya genit-_- wk=))

brifing dulu yuks sama mbak whita :D

nih tim dri SMPN 9 *ingetku :D hehe

wuuss mbak pudyas nih servennya keren :D

pemanasan dulu ya sebelum tanding ;)

yuk jangan mau kalah dapuda :D

spega juga dong ! ;)

wah perjanjian apaan nih :o

ehm ketos keringetan nih :D

jujur baru kusadari aku kayak gimana -_-

agenda waketos nih wk=))

ciye ada aku ._.

bagian skor di kubu cowok nih

mas japri galau yak :D

yuuk spenfora semangat ya lawan Ta'miriyah :D

duuh kenangan terindah deh 

sesuatu ya anak2 ada2 aja pake dibersiin =))

cih aku tambah mainan =))

reina ati-ati doong :D