never thought it before

when i twitter-ing, in my mind always said that can't understood how my juniors and my firends thinking about. the logical is, how can they feel so down? feel so desperate? and feel so confusion? i don't know anything about their world. i've just knew that no boys that want to make me like them. even i ever had boyfirend, but i feel so not comfortable. cause, my bf isn't good for me and match w/ my personality. but i think, looked so confusion in front of the boys is very bad (i think). 'cause, they think that they're the winners. they thought that they can made the girls feel so confusion because of them. i don't know why, and when i get this opinion. actually, from elementary i just unlike w/ some boys that regard that he's the perfect boy in this WORLD. in the fact, he has so many shortage. but, the girls don't know about that. even they know that, they would just regard that it's natural and doesn't care with the shortage w/ that boy.

i don't know, until when they will always looks like this. sometimes, when i think that twitter-ing is the best thing that being my moodbooster, now has been changed being moodbreaker cause my following is tweet-ing anything that didn't important. if not about their boy, its about someone. and if there aren't both, it could be about their self and looks like show off their life. and i hate it.  but i can't do anything. even i would unfollow them, they will regard that i'm very bad. it's so difficult to understand them. but, there is just a way to avoid it is, NO TWITTER-ING. but, what's the function of twitter if i amn't twitter-ing? ahhh it's so complex you know..