aqua :'(

I really couldnot believe my feelings are natural. very doubtful. confused. between like to be forgotten. but so hard to forget. I always met him. I really want to say I HATE YOU. but I know I really have been lying to myself. please, release your eyes stare you gave me. Honestly, I can look too happy when I see your face. Moreover, can see you staring at my eyes with your beautiful eyes. It was too happy when I know you were there. but,please ! don't make me like this. Too uncertain and will never be honest to myself that I like you. So, please go away from me, now! But, if you goaway, maybe i can't smile as used again, for 1 day :((. but, for now can't do anything for my feeling. I don't care again. I'm tired must think what must I do for this feeling. So bad in this heart Please, don't give me hope again. Too bad for me. so, don't give it to me again :(